Date registered: Jun 2006
Location: St. Louis =P
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That was just what I needed...to move on!
As I'm sure some of you know...I went to Chicago this past weekend to see that baseball player that I've known, and have talked about on this forum in the past. Well..the first day was great, we were laughing & having a good time, treating me w/respect...until the drinking started. And sometimes when he drinks heavily, he gets a lil out there. And I think once other guys start looking at me or showing me attention, he takes it out on me, like I did something wrong when all they are doing is looking, SO that's when he takes out so called revenge and starts talking to other girls or even dancing w/them, while I'm being the good girl that I am & trying to stay close by his side, but then when I do that, he thinks I'm c*ck blocking? WTF? So he's back to his old ways of getting jealous of my attention, then tries to get his own attention on his own. So it's obviously all about his badly bruised ego. I just don't get what he thinks when I'm standing there by him, that he thinks I'm trying to ruin his game, why even have me there then?? That's what I don't get.
BUT WOW I had a better time walking downtown at night by myself for a lil bit, it felt invigorating.
So since he was acting like a fool, I gave it to him straight as I left to fly back, I hugged him, and whispered in his ear "thanks for the sex" (even though it was just one time while we were there the whole time) he looked confused to think I'd say that, and then I walked off, and didn't look back, and it felt SO good to do that. I just don't get why he'd want me around if he thought it would ruin his game? That's the dimented part about him.