OK...so I had a lil too much to drink lastnight, I usually don't get as crazy as I did lastnight and unfortunately I had my phone in my hand
So...remember that guy I used to talk about?
(yah I know...) well we just emailed each other the other day because we are still friends and before that he had told me that had taken a break from this girl that he just met right after he moved back home, which I had to be fine with because we left as just friends. Anyway, when he emailed me he said he got back together with her, and I had asked if still was planning on going on a trip to Colorado (which he had definitely been planning on) but he told me he wouldn't be able to go because he was invited to go on a guided hunting trip and that we could try next year. So I was like yah whatever it's fine, and wrote him back like I wasn't bothered by anything, in an upbeat attitude saying my job was going well and everything else.
Now fast forward to lastnight...had a lil too many, and I heard a song that we used to listen to, and I met up at this place with friends, at the exact same place I first met him. So thoughts were going through my head, what not...and dialed his phone at 2am (3am his time) sorta in a crying way lol, yah SOO embarrassing, but all I said was that I missed him, then I hung up and texted him telling him I was sorry for doing that.
So freaking great...how do I recover from this? We are still friends, and he hasn't changed his number yet since he's moved so I'm hoping he doesn't changei it now. But I'm more embarrassed that he knows that I'm disappointed. Geez I need to leave my phone at home next time
You all are guys, what do I do? I'm a very open person, so I don't mind posting this